Did you ever see pictures of someone as a kid and notice that some looked okay and I forgot some looked less than pleasant. You know that from different pictures that there are times when you aren't okay and you got stimulated to look better. I'm not sure if that also happened to me. I didn't really like what I looked like as a baby. I was kinda fat, blubbery, protruding, in the moment all the time. Maybe, it's because I was a crusty, tan baby before.