Christina Barrett

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Shower and Bath

Problem

I'd rather hurt you more than learn from your hurting me for me being hurt and getting bad thoughts. "What" did I do? Also, it's my blog. I tell you to leave me alone.

I don't want you to just live in the moment and complain about me getting attention when I want it.

Problem

Well, my eyes sometimes get fuzzy, and my lifestyle has problems that don't need to be there. It's always because of some other problem.

Problem

So, I called my grandma for nearly a year each night reading the Bible, and she's been mean to me. I think it had made Ellen DeGeneres uncomfortable. I can't seem to escape my dad, though. I mean, I think she gave my mom glasses. That's what's important to her. She doesn't think. She thinks she's cool. She might even think she supports being modern.

Facebook Post

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Posting

I'm posting @ "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

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Oh, I know I should have felt better. I'm sure it happened because of something I did and that Ellen DeGeneres is involved.

Problem

I'm not okay with my mom being hurt. Especially because of me.

Problem

So, I settled down, and suddenly my mom gets glasses?

Problem

It's Ellen DeGeneres's fault she's on Twitter. I don't want the message to be my mom getting glasses. What should we do to Ellen DeGeneres? She doesn't seem to deny it. I wonder how else she could have caused it..

Problem

I don't care about Ellen DeGeneres, anymore, but not in every sense of the "word," and I don't think her partner is, in a sense, a person, as in over others. Supposedly, that's why my mom got glasses. Ellen DeGeneres shouldn't listen to Portia in a gay way. Maybe, gay people are bad. Why is she popular?

Problem

Why do you keep sending me negative messages? See, you're wasting all my time.

Stop saying I'm my dad all of a sudden. I don't want to be my dad. There are some things about each person that anyone would like, but I shouldn't have to say that.

Look, I don't care about this. Admit Ellen DeGeneres is a symbol or part of relaying negative messages to me. She made my mom wear glasses. The world is about being positive. That's what, and it's about thinking and solving problems. Why only you get treated well? Just mad you don't get attention? I thought we supposedly dealt with this issue, already.

Nitey Soon

Don't kill someone I care about.. nor hurt anyone... g'nite. Don't be bad.

Problem

If my mom's age makes her worthless, then what about Ellen DeGeneres? I mean, it's true. Everyone's different.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres won't admit she's gayly leaving me torturous things that anyone can see, the clicks in my room, the no food out, my mom getting glasses, all laced or whatever the word is with different other messages.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres isn't treating me like I'm young. I feel I have to not like pretend to think something. *BEEP* Come on. Do something. !

Problem

People are making my life a big deal for others, like sending messages through hurting me and probably doing things to me. Then, they say that things aren't possible for me, though they are. I didn't do anything. They're just judging me for what I am.

Do you see Ellen DeGeneres falling over in pain, m********ing in her sleep? I bet it's pretty suggestive that she's worthless to people for her hidden motives, if it's true, she's involved.

Look, if you want to say that you slave over the attention I get, that's your fault. You can't send me such suggestive, insulting, crafted messages. That's a waste of the world's time. You wouldn't know that. You don't know how to do anything like that. If you're not interested in me, get interested in someone who deserves it.

Problem

Can you see Ellen DeGeneres m*********ing falling over in her sleep that it happened, like because other people don't want to take my suggestions? Make her wear glasses and like I'd dare say it's suggested that she go blind for causing this chain reaction or rather deliberately causing some agreement, I suppose, not sure why she seems involved.

Problem

Why won't Ellen DeGeneres just behave?

Last Name

Do you identify with your last name? I don't know. Also, my mom is all 1 race. I don't know where the Irish Barrett name used to come from, but it was probably around 500 years ago. :/

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres has an attitude problem. She won't just enjoy things. I'm mad because I said Tim Burton was negative. That means she's following this. Help! She's nuts. She has something to do with my mom getting glasses.

Problem

I don't know why people keep arguing my points. Everyone learns from people.

Problem

So, why am I the only one getting threats and being made fun of for what I managed to accomplish? Why are you making fun of me for getting glasses at 9?

Problem

I don't like Ellen DeGeneres's attitude and would probably really h*** her.

She won't admit as a person to the world that she doesn't care if someone "didn't watch her show." Why would everyone watch her show? Some people "can't." It's about making more people watch it. I mean, I don't know why most people wouldn't.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres thinks she's cool to be suggestive when you plead for something in life.

Look, how do I know that someone's not gonna come in and injure me for not being a movie actor now so I can get better? Anyway, I was gonna, but I was too fat, I guess. Not like supple enough.

I think she is just pretending. She's just being bad, in your face, saying certain reactions mean truth, which they don't.

I'm tired of the games of Tim Burton. He just accuses you if you don't have an answer. He thinks that the world has a final answer. He says, but you did that pattern, and this pattern means I made a statement to you.

Look, I keep hearing noises, and I don't like them. What am I gonna do?..

Better make a change? I mean, you have to.. You could get glasses, too.

Problem

Why do I see hints from Ellen DeGeneres that she knew my mom would get glasses?

Also, if we know it's because something bad just happened, then we know that it was wrong.

I don't know if my mom's mom wears glasses, but I think her sister does.

Problem

WHY DO YOU PEOPLE EXPECT FAMOUS PEOPLE TO DIS ME IT'S YOUR FAULT YOU'RE NOT ALL BETTER THAN ME

Problem

Helena Bonham Carter takes advantage of my kindness and my race and thinks I'm crap.

Problem

Why has my life been so crazy with my dad's thoughts on Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton. Just *beep* him.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is a violent nigger who predicts the future.

Worthwhile Things...

I bet Tim Burton is waiting to see someone from Europe show that I'm not worth it.

Problem

*BEEP* Ellen DeGeneres (and Helena Bonham Carter and Tim Burton and my dad and my mom) They (Helena Bonham Carter, which is worthless,) is m********ing in pleasure.

My mom had glasses because of an accident. She got in 2 car accidents. Someone might know, but this is important, I guess. Well, she will just wear them to read and drive.

Really, Ellen DeGeneres is worth nothing. My mom thinks it's because I have this lava thing from 711 that shoots up air as an air purifier.

It might have been my dad, though, doing this to me. Who knows why. Make sure it wasn't Ellen DeGeneres because if it wasn't someone else they don't deserve to be hurt. This shouldn't have happened. What if my dad dies? Then, I'll be mad at the world. I don't see what the problem is with me.

Anyway, Ellen DeGeneres won't care. I don't care about her.

OH MY GOSH GIVE THAT WORTHLESS BITCH A *BEEP* OR SOMETHING I KNOW WHAT SHE'S UP TO GET HER AWAY COME ON DO SOMETHING ATTACK I WILL NOT HAVE THIS SHE CAN'T GET AWAY WITH SAYING SHE'S OKAY TO BE MEAN BECAUSE SHE'S "ATTRACTIVE"

Also, I'm mad at the intrusions of Kate Bush supposed messages and got violent thoughts because they're super annoying since watching her show this season. Not sure what's eating her weak ass.

Getting Mad

Would you say Ellen DeGeneres gets mad?

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I reformatted a post on Facebook.

Who You're Born to Be

Do you believe people are born not to be who they want to be, like they have to be like a parent's race or personal qualities, which are unideal, like they won't be the 1 who stands out in the way they truly desire? Like, you just want it to be there and you also want the real experience. Things are not as they seem. A lot of problems come up because of it, and no one cares.

Facebook Posts

Also, I had Liked some of my posts, too tired to post..

Facebook

Problem

I already said I don't want my life to be molded after others who get in trouble a lot. I bet it's wrong. You can't just say everyone doesn't have the answer of world peace. I don't believe that if something seems true that it has to be. However, some things "are," like things that bother you.

Ate

A Full Piece of Beef, easy to complete
5, I think, Brussels sprouts, easy to devour

Oreo cookies with thick chocolate cream, maybe 5, and milk
Just had a Philly push up pop, like the Italian ice better, very good in Philly Swirl xD

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I added a new Special Tag, one I'd used, Psychiatric Pain.

Problem

So, everything that ticks you the wrong way results in you getting mad. I was told to remember things, more than once, and I have a feeling that "doesn't go." It had been a problem. I wish my life were more set, but people make fun of me for not achieving that. Well, they seem to treat me badly. I tried to make my life more set. It's like I have to get rid of all the stuff I own. In late times, I've gotten rid of a lot.

My Color

People seem to test me for my color. Like, I'm afraid to tan. Like, my face isn't tanning, anymore.

Facebook

I changed my profile pic: Facebook.

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I added links to the major and job section.

Different Strokes

So, is my family right?

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I tagged my last post.

Problem

So, I wanted to get some natural fat (fiber) pills I saw @ 1 of the local CVSs. I ended up wanting to spend $200 but only spent $130. I got a set of cleaning stuff for my face, which must have been $20. I got about 7 things for around $10. At Wal-Mart, for some reason, I have the receipt. I got a windbreaker, lighter than my other sweaters sweater, and a shirt they finally sold, just because it was special. I got a myriad of other things for like bathroom and stuff for around $3 and it added up to $140 with tax, though I think my dad got some things. Also in it is vitamins, 2 kinds.. 1 thing at CVS I needed was colored pill boxes for my vitamins when I eat out. I have a feeling I could have bought most of it with my money at Wal-Mart.

Problem

So, Ellen DeGeneres, supposedly if an idea comes it means something. Why am I getting the idea you plotted with my dad that I just get fast food out and not fancy food taken to me? Also, what's wrong with thinking things are funny, then?

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I fixed the spelling of "Pacific" from "Paficic."

Problem

Why are people racist to me? I already said I don't agree with the bad messages my dad gives me and don't want to be the technical like perceived notion of my mom's race, Asian|Chinese.

Problem

Isn't it funny what famous people are onto today? I thought they helped kids.

Problem

I want people to stop communicating perverted things to stimulate me.

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I changed "Restaurant" to "Diner."

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Problem

Why are people getting mad at me for losing sleep over homework in high school and junior high?

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Subraces

Problem

What are you trying to figure out with me getting mad and thinking of attacking people I try to concoct? Do you want your food taken away from you, your time taken away from you, your life taken away from you, and be insulted intensely but I don't mean like totally onslaughted?

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Sunday, December 16, 2012