So, in the end, Tim Burton came. I let someone who looked like Michelle Pfeiffer sit next to him, and I very happily sat next to her. His daughter was on the other side. She looked like in her 1st Tumblr photos. He told me to sit like next to him and I sat on one of his knees. I was still feeling like I feel mostly. So, he did what he did. He was thinking of how people seemed to know about my ways, that they seemed to spread, probably via people like Johnny Depp finding me online. So, he was nice with me. At that point, he looked at me through my eyes, and it really touched me, made my eyes feel like they kinda like looked in. He put his arm around me and said he loved me, like I was a kid fan. Then, he left. Also, my mom was there and some others. I petted Nell, and she reacted so cutely.
Before, for some reason, I imagined again I was with Ellen DeGeneres, which I would like, but the embarrassing part is that I imagined that not like it was really her someone picked me up for some reason. I guess this is the 1st time it was like this. There was a lot before. I guess I wasn't feeling well. She was like saying look at my legs, look at how small they are and disgusted at how big my core was.
So, I was looking in a mirror, and I saw my "little," "wimpy" legs wrapped around her. I guess she put me down a few times. I just felt kinda normal, warmer. Like, I saw myself in the side, kinda cute.. I guess the made up person was holding my butt, which I didn't notice. I may have noticed that my back I think was being pressed that I wasn't supposed to get up and so I just looked down, with my head over the person's shoulder. So, it was an interesting predicament, that I was too tired because my legs were wimpy. It's funny, in the dream after with Tim Burton, one of his eyes had a black stub over the tear duct and stuck out. So, this person had kinda long, stocky legs. I guess that I wasn't feeling well and was kinda weak and therefore easy to handle, though I'm maybe 164 pounds or is it 161?? :( So, it was kinda cute, I guess the person had eventually kept like cusping my back, like flatting the and on my back to not move my torso.. It was cute. I had my legs wrapped around the person. Like, I saw the angle of my legs, which were quite angular. I guess the person was skinny. Makes sense. However, though my legs were like wrapped around and over, I mean, supposedly they were small, you know?? You know, I'm having a really hard time getting my legs to grow. I mean, they have, but there's just this feeling now, like before, my torso dipped in, like a lot of girls, and then my legs ceased to grow. I don't know how tall I would be. It's hard to imagine that, but it's fun to be tall. I guess I was already upset I was taller than a lot of ladies, already, at age 11.
In the dream after, I guess some other things had happened. I was in a group where Tim had come every year and didn't come 1 year. I went in this building and there was a kinda disgusting cat in the bushes that said, "Me ow," softly, and I described what happened, like kinda Chloe Grace Moretz and someone else I can't think of, I think Orla Fallon. So, my mom was sitting across the bench. She made note of that I wasn't or Nell wasn't supposed to like be there important to me, strictly, like then I realized it was out of place, like supposedly it wasn't something I would do right. Right, it didn't look good. She was kinda small. I petted her sides, and she smiled. I didn't really see her eyes.. She seemed like she was a really happy person on the inside or when she did things.
There was an outside, and I was in a group with gifted kids. There was a huge cat atop a roof of blanket. It was fierce and a bit snazzy, a tiger, a baby tiger. It jumped down, and like in a previous dream I dreamed, we ran and got in the building and saw the cat like sending insults running. Someone caught it under something and closed a square on it, I'd dreamed of, which like I did to it had finally squared over its hole and then was noticed had to still be held down. The cat tried to get out. Somehow the person got its hands and maybe 2 other things and I know I dreamed I'd slice them, and he sliced them. The cat was sad. I got mad, and I realized madly we should have put it in a locked box, or cage. I guess they gaped that they wanted a cage.. It was hard to notice. Then, we put little furry white paws with 3 toes on the ends, and it poofed 1 out when the person left, a boy, and it was happy, and I said to look at it. It was just a happy cat. I said before, save its body parts in case we can put them back on with science, later.
So, yes, there was a big glassy kinda outside with buildings and stuff.
So, I was really mad looking down a list seeing Tim Burton stopped seeing us when I joined. I saw 1 picture of me seeing him with squinty, slanted eyes. There was a big version with just me I got, like via media. When I saw him, his hair was like medium brown slicked down with curls and his face seemed to have been affected by chemicals of facial cleanser. Mine was from using it a lot a long time ago, when I started posting online, 2007. The list was like in a square center.
So, Tim Burton just seemed real, just didn't make me feel a lot like his interviews do when I finally started looking them up.. He did stop awhile, and I stopped believing he was posting to me online. That made me mad. I was mad because he stopped being as cute, but maybe he was onto other things?? I'm not sure what was going on but kinda am. I guess his leg was kinda not weak, just sorta normal, didn't really seem skinny nor like very big, maybe a bit warbly through the black material.
The person who was carrying me was pretty tall and strong and slim, with muscle but not like with too muscular a figure. I guess their arms were comfortably strong. Their torso wasn't so long, a bit warbly and bigger tha.. I dunno. :( I think I got in trouble in my dream or reprimanded for not continuing a feeling and making it noticeable and didn't realize it. I wonder if their pants were white. They seemed kinda smooth and substantial, supple, not like rock hard|solid.